10.18.2010

No title

all theories
like clichés
shot to hell,
all these small faces
looking up
beautiful and believing;
I wish to weep
but sorrow is
stupid.
I wish to believe
but belief is a
graveyard.
we have narrowed it down to
the butcherknife and the
mockingbird.
wish us
luck.
Charles Bukowski

10.16.2010

Stargazing

Boy I tell you what though, sometimes it's soothing and releasing to let the frailly pure eminence of a billion billion billion specks of infinite potential remind you of your exclusive inconsequence and mutual belonging.


The anxiety, the fear, the pain extinguished; I am free from the closed off circle of inevitable arbitrary abandon.


Finally. I can continue to exist!