Personal favorite yoga video so far...

http://youtu.be/CuDGDZmMxDs?t=8m21s

As I try to reflect
When I try to perform
On my time never spent
For the future I mourn

It's not always safe
I'm alone in my bed
I long for embrace
In my echoing head


All words are now useless
All money far worse
All rejection, relentless
All inhibiting curse



I'll love her forever
She understands that
But there something persuades her:
We're not worth working at

Trusting in Cog

Life gets harder, when
That candle keeps burning
Inside, hypnotised
Not the end of telling
My heart is torn between
The two that keep dividing me

And this space between us
Leaves me feeling like I'm paralysed
(But I'm only trying to make it better)
Is there no other way
No other way to go?
When you're so far away, I feel I'm paralysed

Please wake up...

I open my eyes: the smell of morning skin, soft touch of your hair, your breathe I breathe in.
The reality chases and catches up on actual alertness... I'm awake, a daydream: alone. Silence.

I jerk back in and out of a daydream self. A backwards day, water surrounds.

Charting through old water that I pushed away to drown. Into one another.

To find and be found. This is what I've set out to do. Where is this door?

A cool breeze wrapping its smell around my skin. Please wake up. Please break out.

I approach unfamiliar ground. Left standing with the air swirling silently.
Mind bending strategy game. Running though obstacles on a land never ventured.

The vessel stares back at me. From every angle, the menacing smile latches on.
The talking walls speak and spell my life story. My past life.

The crumbling starts. Inch by inch the ground takes over.
I hit land, so it seems... The dirt chokes up my legs. Strong air shoots down my throat.

The wretched clench of my insides. Unspeakable anguish. The fucking contortion.
Siren of loneliness. This is real isn't it? Can't tell these days, the longest fucking days.

I'm close... Very close. But something isn't right. A horrifying realization is swept over me.
Home. The empty of home. All I've known is gone. All I've loved is lost. Silence.

The mission must stay focused. I work day in and day out. To create. To recreate.
Memories left behind. A new life, a new journey. I've built anew. For mankind... for my kind.

Between the Buried and Me - Hypersleep Dialogues

brb, galvanising fomented impetus

Reading interpretation

Re-find & redefine your inner child & be divine; learn & share God & Love: actively and passionately.
Help others find & to define their inner children & to be divine.
Love play learn & get to know them.
Have fun.
Adventure.


Put others first.
Be independent and cooperative.
Multitask & feel community in all.
Work together.


Have faith but never blind trust.
Keep watching.
Not all truth is self-evident.
Remember that others judge you.

Be patient believe know & trust in peace & justice.
Pain is a necessity for love yet is a fleeting illusion.
Lies truth honesty & reality are a necessity for the absolute truth.
Share truth.

Remember the truth.
Move forward.
Be prepared.
Learn to swim.

Create food supply sagaciously.

Take what you need & do what you can.
The only law is natural law.

Get more food.

Stay put but advance.
Keep moving & keep focus.
Overcome & understand: don't hesitate.
Act assuredly directly & deliberately.
Make it happen.

Be conscious & fair.
Humbleness over pride & consciousness over confidence.
Dethrone the unjust; discreetly & confidently.

Survive alone as messenger to the sovereign persistently.

You have to be alone.
The only one that can do it is you.
Be yourself.
Ubermensch.